♥ LAST ♥

is going to face the last paper b4 graduate diploma ...

actually it is a resit paper for me... dat's y now i full of scared emotion when i think of it!!

i scared that i will fail on this paper and cant graduate my diploma !!

i don't want to wait 1 more year juz because i fail on dis paper...

untill now... i still not understand y i will fail dis subject... although i read the wrong part from the guidelines.. but i still confident in answer it! 

when i noe i fail dis subject.. i really damn sad and disappointed.. 

because b4 we get our result , friends say worry about dis paper i still remember that time i say that: " i think is ok for us to pass it!"

omg... how shame i say this kind of thing and after dis i fail it!!

most of my friend has started their honey moon bt for me... i still nid to wait until 27 April!!

geram nya....y this paper nid plan in b4 27 ..... haiz...

bt after exam i think i also cant enjoy my holidays...

because i going to work part time and earn money... A LOT OF $$$!!

i don't want anyone say that I'M USELESS AND JUZ LIKE TO SPEND MONEY!!

although i spend money to buy anything bt i using my own money... DIS IS MY BUSINESS!!!

i noe u nt going to listen to my explaination.. n i also noe dat u wont c this post in forever of ur life...

bt i wanna tel u.... U R WRONG IN UR PERCEPTION TOWARD ME!!!

ooop... maybe got some overtopic here.... haha.. paiseh...

anyway.. wish everyone can bless for me in passing this subject.. my future.. IS WAITING FOR ME!

✚ Tired ✚

i really tired for the relationship of friend now...

some people i tot i know them vry wel but now i juz find it not like dat...

izzit i hav change n it make me think differently or is U has change???

i got no idea... i hope .. i just for temporary...

because... I really TIRED of this kind relationship!!

IT IS so fake for me to maintain!!!

always smile in front of u all not means that I am happy with the statement that u all talking about...

i not rejected it is because i care about this relationship and don't like to spoil it..

but... it is so hard for me to maintain now....

i so Sick wif that FAKE face, action, attitude,behavior and so on....

maybe is gud for me if i NOT VERY CARE about friend....

After PC fair...

as usually... i work for PC fair again..
as usually... i work for Sensonic again...
as usually... i stay at my friend house for easy me go to work...
but the different is: i stay at college hostel ~
n... because of i always will force myself to serious in every job that i hv..
so it make me get pressure in my worktime also...
but now... i noe how to get enjoy~
and .. i really like the member that we work together~
although... there are '2' problem guys is inside our group..
but dis is small pro onli~
Jason has change a lot in dis PC fair~
not onli me feel like dat..other senior dat work b4 also think like dat!
he change to b more flexible to discount the product~
not like last time so 'kiam siap' lo~
and dis has make MORE easy for our work !
cause v hv a point that would make customer wanna purchase the product!
hoho... and i hv successful clear the stock of G20 mouse~
thanks for my group member Kiki and Antox boy~
although they as a junior dat first time work for PC fair but they gud in promote also~
For our TOP SELLER & MAIN SPEAKER miss Tan Annlyn...
thanks for ur leading~
Miss Sim Maeko also suffer for scouting in whole day .. muz take care ur voice ya~
Mr. Chocolate Card was pro in explain the GPS!!
Miss Jaclynn and Evelyn they also expert in their section~
although i damn tired after work nonstop in 3 days.. bt v really feel happy and hv fun wif u all~
luv u all~
AH~
btw... i hv buy webcam already.. hoho~ so happy~
wait for next PC fair~

~THANKS GOD~

is a long long time ...
i dint online within 2 1 week!!!
1 week , 7 days , 168 hours for me dint online in house!!
although d pc has been repair and send back to my house..
but without a connection to internet... pc become useless for me already...
i'm thirsty for online is last week!!!
luckily we still got a spare modem for back up...
ya noe.... a modem is worth for hundred more...
my mom sure wont easily to spend the money for it...
my elder bro always say dat:
' u 1 xxx den pls giv me money or nothing'
damn him!!
if i got money den wont ask him to fix the pc lar!
i wont direct call somebody go to my house and fix o???
bt luckily,
my eldest bro noe how to fix the pro and now i can online anytime~
luv him~
bt now still got a problem...
i havent start my revision since dis Thursday!!
not because i'm lazy ya~
erm.... maybe a bit lar~
but de main reason is: i'm get fever already...
at the first... i tot i really get H1N1 ...
so scared...
cause dis fever has keep continue 4 days already...
but luckily~
im b recover today~
although sore throat stil remain ...
hope can b recover completely before Monday is coming!
because... tomorrow was de first day for me to step into WAR FIELD!
my friends... please pray for me!!